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Title | Evidence of our love
Author | chewableprose 
Fandom | The Twilight Saga
Pairing | Edward/Jacob
Rating | PG-13
Spoiler warning | If you haven’t read Breaking Dawn and don’t want to know what happens, don’t read my summary or notes for this manip
Ficlet | With Jacob’s sleeping body in his arms, warm like a water bottle, Edward transported them both with his imagination. Away from the reservation and the looming pack, away from his vampire clan and Bella’s pending arrival. Away and to a place make believe. Where it would be only them both together; an uncomplicated created place where they would build a life with each other and where their memories would begin anew and untarnished by guilt. And in this place those memories, like the pictures Edward still had from his young life before being monster, would be coloured sepia and never date: they would be perfect and simple and collect in nostalgic tones evidence of a devoted shared existence.
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Prom kiss by chewableproseTitle | Prom kiss
Author | chewableprose 
Fandom | The Twilight Saga
Pairing | Edward/Jacob
Rating | PG-13
Spoiler warning | If you haven’t read Breaking Dawn and don’t want to know what happens, don’t read my summary or notes for this manip
Brief | As Edward held Jacob firm in his grasp, Jacob’s fear-filled thoughts of the pack outside subsided to peaceful, overdue slumber, which made Edward reminded of what it was he missed most about being alive: the release of dreaming. While with Bella it had been fascinating to watch and imagine what it was that went on inside her head, with Jacob he could see, with Jacob he too could dream, closing his eyes and clamping their bodies together, Jacob transporting them both away to a place not even their guilt could reach them. The first dream was one Jacob had told Edward about, a place without Bella, a night at the prom. Initially Edward watched the dream as if a witness, someone in the wings seeing the fantasy unfold onstage. But, as was the nature of dreaming, soon he too was lost, and the dream his reality …
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20 November 2010 @ 03:25 pm
Dream of us by chewableproseTitle | Dream of us
Author | chewableprose 
Fandom | The Twilight Saga
Pairing | Edward/Jacob
Rating | PG-13
Spoiler warning | If you haven’t read Breaking Dawn and don’t want to know what happens, don’t read my summary or notes for this manip
Brief | Looking in his eyes, which were like honey on toast, Jacob said, “come here,” taking Edward by the waist and pulling him in close. “Let’s go inside,” Jacob whispered in his ear. They didn’t make love that night, they held each other. The hot and cold of their bodies equalised when they embraced. Jacob stayed awake until morning, then, as the sun’s rays began reflecting off Edward’s skin, he feel asleep in his arms. Holding Jake against his naked skin, Edward kissed his neck and said, “dream of us, my love,” the pack still outside, unable to break Jacob’s order for them to keep their distance.
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Lonely reservation by chewableproseTitle | Lonely reservation
Author | chewableprose 
Fandom | The Twilight Saga
Pairing | Edward/Jacob
Rating | PG
Dedication | tomboytoy, for his ongoing support
Spoiler warning | If you haven’t read Breaking Dawn and don’t want to know what happens, don’t read my summary or notes for this manip
Brief | Edward’s restraint surprised him: he managed to stay away most of the day. But as the sky darkened and another night alone seemed more and more likely, he set out again for the reservation. Determined not to rationalise himself out of it, he crashed through the invisible treaty line without slowing. Headed direct at Jacob’s cabin, distant and confused thoughts from other members of the pack rumbled to him through the trees, Jacob’s command for them to back down cutting through them all. Jacob was waiting outside his house, “What’re you doing here?” he said. “Don’t talk,” Edward replied, terrified by what he was about to do, but too determined to second guess it. “Just kiss me,” he said, “everyone else be damned.” Jacob looked unsure, so Edward took it slow, leaning inch-by-inch until he was close enough to taste Jacob on his lips, then said, “May I stay the night with you?”
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Dance make believe by chewableproseTitle | Dance make believe
Author | chewableprose 
Fandom | The Twilight Saga
Pairing | Edward/Jacob
Rating | PG
Spoiler warning | If you haven’t read Breaking Dawn and don’t want to know what happens, don’t read my summary or notes for this manip
Brief | “Did you want me to drive you home?” Edward said. “Why?” Jacob replied with his grin, “it’s quicker to run”. “Very well.” “Thank you,” Jacob said as he turned to run. “What for?” “For loving me.” Thinking on what it’d been like to be held by him, Edward slipped his hands into Jacob’s and said, “there’s so much to love”. With an expression of uncertainty, Jacob said, “you know ever since our first kiss I’ve been having this recurring dream, I’m crashing Bella’s formal, except she’s not here, she never was, and we go together instead, and it’s me you hold, and we dance together under multi-coloured lights.” He looked sad again. “Why don’t we dance now?” Edward said, “we have the stars and the lights from the house, and there’s no one around, we can dance make believe”. Before he could answer, Edward slid his hand around Jacob’s back and pulled him close. When he was human, all boys knew how to dance, and he particularly enjoyed it. And just as Jacob began to relax and settle into their close stance Edward whispered in his ear, “if I could dream, I would dream only of you”. Their lips nearly touching, all that kept them from a kiss was knowing if they did, they wouldn’t be able to stop.
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Current Mood: quixoticquixotic
Current Music: touch my body by mariah carey
 
 
01 November 2010 @ 02:17 am
Hold me by chewableproseTitle | Hold me
Author | chewableprose 
Fandom | The Twilight Saga
Pairing | Edward/Jacob
Rating |
Spoiler warning | If you haven’t read Breaking Dawn and don’t want to know what happens, don’t read my summary or notes for this manip
Summary | Once in his room Edward stood at the window looking into the night outside. Jacob arrived at the doorframe a moment later. “Did you want me to leave?” he said. “No, but I understand if you want to,” Edward replied, still unable to look at him. Closing the space between them and raising Edward’s chin so their eyes would meet, he said, “You know, for someone who can read my mind, you really don’t get the way I feel about you.” Turning away, he continued, “Yes, I forgive you. No, I won’t tell Bella. Yes, I love you too, more than I love Bella, more than I love myself.” Putting a shaking hand on Jacob’s bare shoulder, Edward whispered, “Hold me Jake.” Turning faster than human, Jacob wrapped up Edward in his arms, Edward collapsing into his embrace, the arms around him like bed covers. Jacob held him as tight as he dared, breathing in as much of Edward’s sweet scent as his lungs would hold, his lips promising, “I’ve got you” into Edward’s ear. Interlocked and unmoving, Jacob held Edward off his feet so he might weep weightless on his shoulder, his tears sparkling silver and feeling like ice over skin in a heat wave. With a gentle sway, Jacob whispered warm and soothing words, the pair holding each other uninterrupted, Jacob’s stamina allowing the embrace to last while the hours counted by around them.
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24 October 2010 @ 10:26 pm
Forgive me by chewableproseTitle | Forgive me
Author | chewableprose 
Fandom | The Twilight Saga
Pairing | Edward/Jacob
Rating |
Spoiler warning | If you haven’t read Breaking Dawn and don’t want to know what happens, don’t read my summary or notes for this manip
Brief | Shame prevented Edward from eye contact, his body swaying slightly with exhaustion and under the weight of the words he needed so completely to express correctly. But Jacob began before Edward could. “Look,” he said, his voice broken and choked by emotion, which he cussed himself for, “you don’t need to say it,” turning his focus outside the house, “I get it, you don’t feel the same. And you needn’t worry about me telling Bella, I’m humiliated enough, so if that’s what you had to say, don’t bother I’ll just g—” “Stop,” Edward said, unsure how much longer he would be able to stay on his feet, but forcing himself to look at Jacob, and hating himself for his continued knack for hurting him “You don’t understand Jacob.” “Then make me understand, tell me how that kiss in the truck was a mistake, pity. Tell me my best memory is your greatest regret.” “How about that it’s mine too? You say that I don’t care, and yet I could not imagine it possible for me to care more for someone. For anyone.” “What are you saying?” “I don’t have the strength to lie anymore, so this is the truth: the furthest reaches of love that a creature like me is capable of, you surpass it all.”
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19 October 2010 @ 09:01 pm
Lie for me by chewableproseTitle | Lie for me
Author | chewableprose 
Fandom | The Twilight Saga
Pairing | Edward/Jacob
Rating |
Spoiler warning | If you haven’t read Breaking Dawn and don’t want to know what happens, don’t read my summary or notes for this manip
Brief | Cross-armed and leaned against the bike, “what can I do for you,“ he said. Again with more air than words, finding it difficult to look at him in the eyes, Edward mumbled, “I wanted to know if you were going to tell Bella,” he said, “about us,” after a pause. “I see,” Jacob said, the anger in him taking over, “I should have known, why else would you come to see me?” “Jacob.” “Surely not to check how I was doing.” “Jacob.” “That would require you giving a damn.” “Jacob,” said Edward slumping further and further with each of his remarks. “You came to ask me to lie, to not ruin your precious life any further,” he got on his bike and started the motor. “Jacob,” Edward said, his head downcast, but Jacob was spinning dust before he could finish. Although he hadn’t needed food in near on one hundred years, the idea that Jacob believed even one of the things he’d said in anger made Edward sick to the stomach.
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Look me in the eyes and tell me you don’t want this by chewableproseTitle | Look me in the eyes and tell me you don’t want this
Author | chewableprose 
Fandom | The Twilight Saga
Pairing | Edward/Jacob
Rating |
Spoiler warning | If you haven’t read Breaking Dawn and don’t want to know what happens, don’t read my summary or notes for this manip
Brief | “I’m sorry Jacob, but this really must stop.” Jacob’s thoughts were confused and suspicious, “I wish I could read your head,” he said, reaching for Edward’s hand. The touch, so different from his own, made Edward tremble all over, “My thoughts would tell you the same,” he lied, the break in his voice betraying him, his eyes on Jacob’s still heaving chest. “Look me in the eyes and tell me you don’t want this,” Jacob said. Edward had been in a position like this once before, when he had to lie to Bella so she would let him go. Only this time, the excuse that the lie was to protect the one he loved, didn’t convince him. This was much harder. And fighting against everything he wanted most, he looked into Jacob’s wood warm eyes and said, “I don’t,” pulling his fingers from Jacob’s hold and leaving him there, broken hearted. As he walked through the green, Jacob’s anguished pleas that he reconsider followed him. Back in his car, back on the road, Edward shed his first immortal tear for the happiness he would never know and the man he’d hurt, fighting an urge to turn back and make it right.
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